Monday, January 19, 2009

before bed

Ok, back at the house doing one last blog before my full day with J tomorrow. Unfortunately for me, she was out today and had her friend R sub in...sucked my balls!!!!!! I really missed her...but luckily i have tomorrow to think about and there's no way she'd bail on a "nine-to-five" as she calls our long days. Gonna go to bed so i don't think too much about the scale tomorrow and how badly it has to say something good. Luckily on Wednesday i have a commercial shoot i booked two weeks ago. Can't say what its for but the dress fitting was 9 days ago and i hope i still fit into the gown because that was 4 pounds ago...but i guess skinnier is hella better then fatter right girls! thanks so much for the amazing words of encouragement, you are wonderful as is this underground world of ours! 

2 comments:

  1. hey you!

    you totally did not do anything to warrant an apology (which is why I won't be accepting it!), I saw nothing wrong in your diaggreeing with me. IN fact, I elaborated my view in response to what you said. Seriously, I like people who question/challenge/give alternative view points...and they are ALWAYS welcome on my blog. so I should apologize for making you feel the way you did, which I am. Thank you so much for reading and posting, that alone makes me happy. But to actually offer an opinion? i am speehless...okay, as speechless as I can be.

    so chin up dollface, you have nothing to be ashamed off!

    anyway, i hope that dress hangs losely on you =) i'm sure those you will make everyone on the set proud...until the next post, good luck and be safe.

    belle xx

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  2. oh hey, dont apologize. i dont know why i always feel the need to point out the differences in eating disorders. Sure they are totally different in alot of ways, but we all need support from each other :)

    so i'm sorry to you, if i reacted harshly!

    ♥ stay safe

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